Toni Becker · @toniquinne

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Replying to @H-SpaceX Please read full caption. I don’t think I’ve ever told this story in full like this 😭 The first time I used 🧊 , I genuinely did not understand what I was taking. I thought it was cat. I did not even know you could sniff 🧊 back then. Within days, I was doing things I never thought I would do, crossing boundaries I never imagined crossing, and getting pulled into a cycle I could not fully see yet. That is the part people do not always understand about substances like this. It does not always arrive looking dangerous. Sometimes it feels adventurous, exciting, social, freeing. Until suddenly it is not. Until the same thing that felt thrilling starts becoming frightening, compulsive, isolating, and deeply destructive. I think people often expect use to begin with some huge dramatic moment. For me, it started with confusion, curiosity, and underestimating what I was dealing with. Then things escalated incredibly fast. I don’t want anyone romanticising what this drug does to people psychologically, emotionally, physically, and mentally over time. The “fun” part disappears far quicker than people think. Free and varied resources in my B10 when you’re ready. I love you, fam. #recoveringaddict #WeDoRecover #recoveryispossible