𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐰𝐚𝐲 - 𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 [𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬-𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐟] 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭 • i highly appreciate the full read of my caption and watch. - lately or it's honestly often since i just have to deal with carrying these multiple disorders, i have been dealing with a lot in my head. my ocd will flare up out of nowhere, making me think about the hard times of my life and past. along with that, the past two weeks i've been having issues with sleeping due to my tourette's. i have tic attacks since the excessive anxiety i deal with is overwhelming because of everything as a whole. i, of course, get depressed too since dealing with so much mentally makes me feel tired and on top of that i feel physically tired as well. despite struggling and dealing with so much to a point that i feel numb, i still choose to keep going and survive. i try to just, live. • this edit originally was done in 2024 but took me a while to add onto, and i'm happy that i finally finished it and i’m posting it here. i really love this song as i heard it a while ago, and then got the idea to edit my favorite raptors with it to express myself and vent through them. this is basically a stress-relief edit at the same time, and the song is very immersive to me as well. i really like it slowed down so i edited the song to be that way in my video. i make what is said in the song directed at myself, in the sense that i'm trying to find my happiness in my soul. i also feel like i am often running away from darkness and the lyrics make sense for that kind of perspective that i am showing too. i go out often in the city here and in general, it makes sense that i find escape in different places i go to or stay at. going outside, biking, sometimes swinging or being just anywhere that is me purely being immersed in nature, like a forest, helps me a lot to find that peace of mind too. with that, what also of course helps me to cope so much, is my art and video editing. i absolutely love these three raptors in my video, and editing them with the song was really fun as well. i'm really proud of this edit; with the clips and effects i used - i very much appreciate the recognition. - audio: mia (dead robot remix) by anarbor [slowed] by me - #raptor #ventedit #miahighway #editing #fyp