Grieving & Healing… To experience loss and getting a second chance is bittersweet feeling. Im so grateful to finally make it through almost a full pregnancy. But my heart also breaks for my first born. If things could have been different. I miss his smile, i miss his will to fight to be here. But i know hes here with me and his little brother through it all. But the closer i get to having our rainbow baby, i cry for what could of been with our first born. Its all a bunch of mixed emotions Fly high baby boy 🙏🏼😪 #highriskpregnancy #32weekspregnant #fyp #greiving #healing #infantloss