11 years I honestly don't know how I've made it here today. 9/4/15 seems like multiple lifetimes ago, thinking about where my life was back then hearing the words you have cancer to where it's at now is mind blowing 11 years since my life changed forever I didn't know what cancer was I didn't know what a life of chemo Of procedures Of surgeries Of appointments Of mental health battles Of the nonstop weight of life with cancer Of the unknown anxiety stress and depression that would overtake my life in so many ways I didn't know what any of it was then 11 years an I'm proud of myself for everything I've overcome but also everything that I'm doing and using my experience to help the future with. I'm lucky over the 11 years I've made incredible connections and friends and a best friend that changed my life Cancer has sucked every single one of the 4,018 days since I heard the words you have cancer but over time I've came to see the whole picture There are horrible and painful and unimaginable hurtful days with loss and missing people but there has been laughs smiles connection and love and that is LIFE WITH CANCER 11 years in and I wasn't supposed to be here past 5 but let's go to 12 #lifewithcancer #cancerversary #11years #living