James would be a wreck, he would imagine that Lily was still in the kitchen with Harry, and that they were still a little happy family waiting to grow. He wouldn’t be able to accept that Harry and Lily were gone, but Harry would be the hardest pill to swallow. He would hold on to objects that were about the same size as Harry, and he would cradle them and hold them and some nights he would really think they were Harry. He would hold onto whatever object he had that night and cry, whispering the same thing over and over. “My baby, my baby boy, my baby” He would whisper and cry, and his friends didn’t know how to help him when he got like that, so they would wait until he realized that he wasn’t holding Harry. Wow, found this deep in the drafts, what kind of life did i lead to make myself think of this😭 #marauders #maraudersera #mauraderstok #marauderstiktok #jamespotter #harrypotter #lilyevans #lilypotter #siriusblack #deadgaywizardsfromthe70s #halloween1981 #remuslupin #ao3 #jily #potterfamily