so i found out that my dad was diagnosed with double-hit lymphoma on my birthday. they told me on father's day. today we got the PET scan results... stage 4, 3 hot spots in his bone. luckily no organs... I never really thought too deeply about my parents sick, or passing... I try not to, as much as we were estranged at some point... my dad has always been the soft side of me. the patient and kind one. he's my empathy. its always been hard to see him be the strong one, pretend its cool. when I know he's just like me and finds all the bad, in hopes that good will come from it. its been a rough year and we are only halfway through... theres so much I could say... but one thing I will say, I love my dad... and I hope we get through this... im not sure what to think, I dont even know if my head really fully grasps whats happening, ive back logged too much... a break from life would be nice.