definitely dieting for any holiday or event where I would show off my body is not something I want to do anymore 🕺🏼 I know that the end goal is never achieved because it’s never enough and I’m not willing to loose myself and my period in the process 🫣 but it is SO hard sometimes reminding myself when any restricting urges are loud, especially when social media seems to be filled with size 4 bikini bodies making anything bigger seem ‘large’ 😴 even those that post the idyllic bikini pictures are only capturing an image and their body will not look like that 99% of the time that we don’t see 🥐🌟 you are BEAUTIFUL as you are 🫶🏼♥️ lots of love lauren xoxox #bodyimage #bodydismorphia #bikinibody #skinnyepidemic #bingeeatingdisorder